all's well as ends better!

today, I did not seem to have been affected by my stunt-man audition of yesterday.
except for a nice little swollen lump on the crown of the noggin and a dull ache in my right shoulder from where i tried to arrest my fall, I feel no other physical fter effects. However, the chagrin and sekf criticism are still making my thoughts somewhat chaotic. There was a period of my adult-hood when I thrivrf on chaos, actually seeking out chaotic situations soi cold feel a "rush". i was once the lucky recipient of a hazing where the entire platoon, 30 guys in all, fillrf up our open troop bay,grabbed me up off my bunk and proceded to knock me round like the ball in a pinball machine.oddly enough, i wasn' scared, but amos felt happytrying to give back as good as /////////////